Once more I'm facing my darkest fears,my nightmares..my weakness..
My loved ones are struggling to hold their mental sanity...and so do i, i guess..
and one strange thing happened...i felt something warm and cheerful.
suddenly I'm staring at someone, taking a good look for her skin, her mouth, her movements..
it may be some sort of primitive "love" feeling..I'm not sure yet..but, god, i hope it leaves soon..I'm wandering in my head every time I'm with her..
I would sell those feeling, I'm not used to them anymore.
I hate to see her leaving with that beautiful hair, that lovely attitude, that smooth voice that crumbles my head inside out...
how can i hate someone who makes me feel good?
In Loving Memory of...
"And I won't be feeling hollow for so long"
