this was the day that i felt...
Feeling that probably is the only one i ever knew..
All my friends, my family, my music has failed me...
left with no place to stay or to be.
My brain works non stop to understand all that is happening...understand life and it's strange path, a path that leads to a dead end...
at last...abandoned, alone, dead, left with just a unhuman bodybag...
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Opened my eyes today. The future was strangely similar to the past. I saw the vast streams of people flowing in and out of every orifice in this great whore called world. I felt like them, like vermin, walking aimlessly in life with the drone mentality that only waited for one day.
But that day seems far, further than I imagined, for it will never let me go that easily. Teasing and twisting my mind into a depravity of thoughts only to end in the purest thing I ever felt, only to find myself longing and out of reach. My friends say “have hope”, my family say “work harder”, even my fucking dog beholds the carcass of my existence and stares at me with those eyes that scream “put your trust in time”.
Well I say fuck that, I can’t stand it anymore. Them, myself, that divinity, so proclaimed pure only because it has already sunken too deep into my mind.
And it keeps twisting, with its nails and its fingers, keeps pulling. Shredding the remains of my sanity only to make me go screaming for more!
Not that pain can’t be enjoyable, not at all. But still…
Never give in…
Never fall down…
Always stand up and defend the ones that you love…
Even though the one that can heal me, keeps itself out of reach…
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