domingo, 21 de dezembro de 2008

psychotic..

Once more I'm facing my darkest fears,my nightmares..my weakness..
My loved ones are struggling to hold their mental sanity...and so do i, i guess..
and one strange thing happened...i felt something warm and cheerful.
suddenly I'm staring at someone, taking a good look for her skin, her mouth, her movements..
it may be some sort of primitive "love" feeling..I'm not sure yet..but, god, i hope it leaves soon..I'm wandering in my head every time I'm with her..
I would sell those feeling, I'm not used to them anymore.
I hate to see her leaving with that beautiful hair, that lovely attitude, that smooth voice that crumbles my head inside out...
how can i hate someone who makes me feel good?

In Loving Memory of...







"And I won't be feeling hollow for so long"

1 comentário:

Vargtid disse...

And Jesse cried to God:

"Give me love
To rage in me can you see?
Only love
Is saving me
Give me love, oh love
That rage in me"

Even though we hate it, even though we loath it and can't stand it. Its there, its strange and compelling... it makes us feel things we didn't thought we where capable of...

"Believe when you can't believe any more"